haix. i am really really very tired. mentally and physically. why do we always have to argue over some stupid things??? Just a 10 minute phone call also can argue. What the hell is going on between us?! 10 minutes..... thats all it takes for us to quarrel. I am really damn tired le. how long will this go on? We have been together for almost 4 years now and yet we still quarrel over such trivial things. i wish we were just like last time, no quarrels no arguments.
Just feeling so sad and unhappy now. why does no one understand how i am feeling now? i can be always joking, always laughing but no one really sees the real me. deep inside i'm always troubled, always unhappy. haix. too bad randy. no one really understand you. My girl always say i have many friends, sociable but so what? how many are really true friends? how many will stand by your side when you are in trouble?
I can list all my buddies here and i bet there are less than 10. Excluding my girl which is obvious.
Guys: 1.Yongjie
2.Gerard
3.Daryl
4.Jia Jie
Girls: 1.Caishan
2.Angela
3.Qian Qi
Thats about it! these are the peeps whom i can confide in and everything because nothing will be leaked. But look now. how many are around? Gerard and daryl in army. Jia jie busy with his FYP. Yongjie got to work till so late everyday. angela and qian qi are in Japan and that leaves me with only caishan to confide in. haix. who says i have many friends??? in fact maybe i should say i am pretty lonely.
I'm too lazy to type and all. shall stop here unless i feel like posting later.
Bye!!