Exams are coming, project deadline are coming. so many things to be done and it seems like time is never enough. I have so many things to be done on hand. i seriously dunno how i am going to finish all these shit. There is a mock test tml for MICE but honestly speaking, i dun even have the freaking textbook since the start of the semester. How cool? i guess i am dead.
I am falling apart man. so many things to be done. haix. i guess i started too late but i am already trying my best to make up for lost time. i am already halfway through MICE ppt and i aim to finish it by tonight even if it means not sleeping. NO TIME!
Anyway should i sign on as a police officer? there is a bond of 5 years which includes 2 years of NS but i dun dare to commit. what if i wanna back out at the last minute? what if i cant take it? but on the other hand, i am afraid i cant get a decent paying job when i graduate next time. if i sign on, i am guaranteed about 1.9k every month with higher nitec qualification. arhhh i cant seem to make up my mind. i am so undecided. HELP!!
Erm i seriously hate staying at home now. can someone be kind and take me out for a spin? i am just feeling so down. parents arguing over money matters and my bro arguing with his wife over trivial matters. some little stupid things. i cant take it anymore.
Life is unfair!