It has been such a long time since i last posted something. Today went for L4D2 but lost to a stupid group of people. hahaha. caishan asked me about the thailand trip again and to be honest i am really interested.
I knew to go, i need permissions from so many people especially my gf, haix once told her wont go without her but this time I am really really very eager to go. I call and ask if I could go but i got the answer that i expected. she went one big round in telling me she don't allow. haix. sometimes it really makes me wonder if being attached is a good thing? when you are being tied down by commitment. When she once told me she wanted go Malaysia with her friends for a day or so, i did not object, but why cant she be more 'da fang' this time round.
I just feel like going but i know once i come back, quarrels will be endless. haix. if i sign on with SPF, it will be so hard to go overseas liao. WTF! 5years. haix. sometimes i feel that she is plain selfish, she expect me to allow her to go but not when it is me. Just like when she go club and pub, she say go socialize and i will only understand next time! I didnt know what to say.
Haix, i guess i will be stuck in Singapore for at least another 5-6 years. Sian -.-
How i wish i can go with her consent, and i mean a real consent with no hidden meanings.